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About my very first initiation ritual.

When I first pacted with Satan in 2004, it was an important event for me. I wrote the ritual and the pact for myself. I performed a ritual before signing the pact, a type of ritual that was similar to a personal Black Mass, so that I could end my associations with any former religious ties. The ritual had blasphemous undertones that lead to the climax, my pact with Satan. I wrote this pact without a guide to use.



With my pact with Satan…

I accept nothing less than internal ejaculation. If i don't get it, i feel ripped off. If i don't have little pieces of him running down my leg the next day....I'm sad. I want to sneeze later and have it shoot out. I want to wake up with it running down my crack and onto the sheets.

I am a single mother in her mid thirties. Recently I had surgery that requires me to take high dosages of sleeping pills at night. They are very powerful and make me sleep heavily.

Starting about a week ago, I began waking up feeling sore, and agitated around my anus. I first thought that it was a possible side effect of the medication, but after consulting my doctor I was assured this was not the case.

It continued, and several nights later I forgot to take my medication.I fell…