why do people always try and pick on the best people out there?

get ready its a long one.

its no surprise that i get crap sent to me all the time about good friends.

most of it is just crap they know nothing about or dont even bother checking into.

everyone does make mistakes no dought hay good band too.

why should i ditch my friends for simple mistakes everyone makes themselves?

i wont and every time someone sends me something i read or watch every bit of it concerning slandering my friends.

makes me sick.

i choose my friends because they are nice people.

why do i want to surround myself with someone always starting drama or full of hate.

truth we dont always use.

it is better to get it out there though.

one thing i seek a lot is truth and hate telling lies.

turning my life around is telling the truth people can make a more better choice about me.

every time some one sends me something i do make it visible to my friends.

in a lot of cases i call people out and make that info public and ask them to back it up and they cant.

many friends have come and gone but you always know some will never leave.

little fights are always nothing in the end with everyone apologizing.

as i have become more open about things i dont get how some friends will leave just cuz i made a new friend that is of different ethnic,gay or whatever.

then they tell me i cant be friends with them or they will leave.

friends dont do that and i stand behind my friends.

even if a friend is wrong some times you stick by them.

i think the word friend gets used like it means nothing sometimes.

thats why i dont approve most friend invites online or offline a lot more these days.

if someone makes you feel happy all the time and is a good person those are the people i choose to call my friends.

having different categories helps as well like gamer friends and real friends and so on.

i like to choose my good friends as ones that have great morals.

even after some played a joke on my girl friend and split us up i didn't hold that agenst them.

my girlfriend was acting like a butt reason why i dont like rumors or this he said she said crap.

not coming to me about it and just accusing me without asking me or wanting to talk about i'm glad we broke up.

and after we broke up all my friends that played that joke were very sorry.

i don't see how people selling sex sending me friend invites even bother.

sometimes i wish i could see into the future just to stop people from sending me drama crap they know noting about.

last year i chose to break it off with a good friend i thought.

always talking behind me back saying nasty crap about me after i rasied his kids while he was in jail or their mom was in jail.

shes still cool though.

i gave up a lot of freedom to go out of my way to make sure his kids didn't go into social services.

always been there for him and he trashes me.

other friends kept telling me but i chose not to believe it.

then one friend showed me video of him trashing me every chance he got when i wasn't around.

and for months on top of it.

you know if i got something to say i have no problem telling it to anyone standing in front of me.

there is only one i dont.

not a real friend just so i can keep tabs on him stalking a really good close friend of mine.

i fear one day this jerk will actually try and kill her because she rejected him as a boyfriend.

and to no surprise he has went to her town looking for her.

so yeah i always warn her when hes up to something.

if some people would get a bug out their butt and just be nice they would be surprised how much more happier they will be.

if i could have just one wish as i type this it would be for everyone to be nice for just one day