2 Wrongs Motto and Internet Woes

          Yes,stalkers,the same ones,have nothing better to do than harass me.They stop for a time and,when they get bored,start the same old crap over again and one site that I cared about,one member who I thought was my friend trashed me with name calling so I left there forever.Perhaps I should leave the internet all together because I do not feel that anyone would care one way or the other what I post or where  I go.There is such evil people on the internet who only get their thrills trying to make people feel emotional pain.I said my staler`s real name on a video on YouTube and he had YouTube give me a warning to take the video down,which I did before they banned my channel after he put a cruel video condemning the way I talk which my subscribers and friends flagged.I have no friends here in Baltimore because their either dead or drug addicts while I do not get high now so they avoid me and trash me.I am running out of things to do and people I can talk to.I use to have so much fun on the internet and had support once but now it feels like a burden to do anything now.I don`t even feel like having Thanksgiving dinner at my family`s house because I can see the devaluation coming from certain people who have always hated me.I think about death now and not caring their I take medications or going out. It`s rough to be disabled and have no one that cares about you.Here I sit alone again with nothing but this computer to turn to.I guess there are worse things but I can`t think of any.