Hmm

I guess things are different now. I see things differently, feel things differently, and uinderstand things differently.

Life is something we can all orchestrate into our own ballet, Either it be a beautiful portayal of something unimaginable and beautiful, It could turn out to be something ugly and unbearable. I think the former is the better option, obviously.
I like to think of things in my own terms, and my own comfort of mind. People may not like that, "that isn't the 'norm'" they may say.
O well, suck a nut, I don't need you to help orchestrate my ballet. Its my own mind, and my own life. It is what I do, and if you don't accept it, then boo hoo,
I know I can change for the better in ways, and so can we all. No one needs someone breathing down their throats, Time and Pressure will change people in time. Some sort of precipice.
This life isn't what others want to make out of it, its what YOU make out of it,
Even if it kills you, you have lived YOUR life. Keep your head up high. Walk forth folks.

My life is anew, and better than ever, and it is through the deepest and most traumatic events that, we either are alive, or we have already died while still alive.
Don't give up....Live. Love. Peace

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Comment by Magicwhoha on July 23, 2010 at 7:44am: Watching my Daughter choking the shit out of the Cat complettes my life .... Her squeezin thinkin soft cuddly poofy Ohs and LaLas .....The Cat Struggling thinkin ascape please help Air get this Fucking Kid Off Me ! ! Real Proof thats there Nothing Like Being Happy In some one Else's Pain ...... Happyness Always Comes with The Price of Someones Hard Ass Work .... I prefer to call them Luxuries ... includeing Furniture ... Someone works to make it .... someone has to sell it .... someone has to work to get the money to buy the item ....someone has to get the item and transport it ..... And some one has to keep this shit clean ...... and operating ..... But when all said and done one could be a lil lazy useing it .... yeah life fuck it some ones suffering for your happyness .... btw MOMS every where know what I am on about

Comment by M҈c҈F҈U҈C҈K҈3҈R on July 23, 2010 at 12:32am: True words, very good post!

I have sum1 very close 2 me that i used 2 do a lot of bad shit with, like drugs, crime etc.... who is still participating in that lifestyle. But when in that 'circle', we/any1 that does it, usually find, no matter how much $$$ u make or how 'good' things get, ur life still seems 2 b slipping down the wrong path & everything just gets worse.. Never getting ahead, easy come, easy go, meaning, if u make something like say $10,000 easily, u will spend it easily. (just using money as an example). I have bin through millions over the years & have absolutely NOTHING 2 show 4 it, except a damaged body & a hell of a lot of bad memories, from friends deaths to time spent in different prisons & so on.

I, through a hard battle, have taken myself out of that 'circle' & because a lot of it became addiction & habit so it will be battle for me everyday for the rest of my life. But i can do that.

Unfortunately, my friend who i don't associate with much anymore, is still living the same life. (that's just 1 of the things i had 2 do 2 get myself out was not hangin around the people that do the same shit. This person is still close 2 me & always will b), . Nearly every time i speak 2 that person, they r in some kinda trouble or down in some way. It's very hard 4 me 2 try 2 help & give advice because i kinda feel like a hypocrite as i'm telling them not 2 do things that i myself did.
1 thing i do always say tho, is that life is what YOU make it. & that just doing the 'right' thing for a week, doesn't mean it will all b over & fixed but more so 'living it' will eventually bring u out of the slump ur in & things DO get better.

I do believe there's definitely things in life that r out of our hands but the majority of what our life will b like is up 2 ourselves! Also, good intentions are NOT enuff. U rly have 2 LIVE the life u want.
I am just using my experience as an example, i think this applies 2 a lot of different problems people may b having.

*I might've got a lil 2 personal here but i'm a prty open person & am not ashamed of the things i've done. I look at them as being learning curves & experiences. There's nothing like learning shit the hard way.