My Pact

About my very first initiation ritual.
When I first pacted with Satan in 2004, it was an important event for me. I wrote the ritual and the pact for myself. I performed a ritual before signing the pact, a type of ritual that was similar to a personal Black Mass, so that I could end my associations with any former religious ties. The ritual had blasphemous undertones that lead to the climax, my pact with Satan. I wrote this pact without a guide to use.

With my pact with Satan created, and I signed it and then burned it in the flame of the candles I had been using for ritual. The purpose of my pact was to align myself with Satan, and the path of Satanism. It was a declaration of my serious intent to become a Satanist. Years later, after being obligated to not practice Satanism during a seven year relationship with a boyfriend, I left the situation to move on to something greater. Because of these years that were lost, it was important to me to make a second pact with Satan, to re-dedicate my life to the darkness. So, in 2012, I created another pact after I had returned to my Satanic way of life. Was the second pact necessary? Not entirely, I believe. But it allowed me to re-integrate Satanism back into my life in a dedicated and meaningful way.